Freshly-Squeezed Lemonade

change

2010-05-16T21:39:00.001-07:00

this year has brought so much change. good change for the most part, but change nonetheless and i've been a little overwhelmed. i think i've finally gotten my footing and i'm ready to roll with it all.

after switching my photography blog over to word press i decided to make the change to my personal one as well. this change took place a couple months ago, but you'd never know it because after a couple days of working on it i haven't touched it again. i take the award for the worst blogger ever! but i'm convinced i'll get better because i'm taking a wellness challenge that is challenging me to journal daily and i'm committed.

my new blog is named "life a la mode" and the address is simple www.chantrikeele.com. if you'd like to follow me over i'd love to see you there! it will take the place of my family (finding comfort) as well as my personal blog (freshly squeezed lemonade). i've decided combining the two is the only way i'll keep up on both! besides, really- its all from my perspective anyways.

thanks to blogger who gave me some good years. i'm out!

this blog has moved!!

2010-03-14T22:09:00.000-07:00

Hey there fabulous followers of Freshly Squeezed Lemonade. I am sorry I've been a bad blogger for quite some time. But I've been busy working on my baby- my photography business.

SO I wanted to share the latest:

www.chantrikeelephotography.com

Studio CK Photography is now Chantri Keele Photography. This website/blog combination will allow me to showcase my latest work and also share pieces of my personal life- it will be a journal for me- replacing this blog! Since so much of my life and passion is centered around photography, i figured its a good place to lay down my thoughts as well as my work. So I hope you all will follow me over there!

Please remember to subscribe by bloglines, rss or email.

THANK YOU!!! I hope to hear from you over at www.chantrikeelephotography.com

need some clarity?

2010-01-13T21:00:00.001-08:00

i do! and running mommy has a lovely analogy that i definitely can use in my life. she laid it down so brilliantly, the same thoughts i have had for a few months now- only she made sense of them all.

her post titled: some clarity. (and i'm totally going to paste it in here, because i want to remember it in it's entirety.)

women are like stoves.

so there i am. it's beautiful, the brids were chirping, the ocean was lapping quietly against the sand, and people were even smiling at me. all ingredients for a good run.
except it was crap. i was having a crap time. and i happened to have a crap time yesterday too.
i'm running- trying not to collapse and i'm seeing a possible correlation between starting my routine (which is going great, by the way) and my crap runs. then i started thinking about how the past few days the hubs and i have been floating on two different wavelengths. i've been loving my new book, and after the kids are in bed, sipping tea and reading has been more of a priority than, say, cuddling my husband.
then, as i stopped to gulp some water, hoping it would help- i thought of stoves.
stoves have lots of burners.
women, are kind of like stoves...blog post coming...i can feel it.
i would say my stove has about 7 burners.
domestic life
motherhood
marriage
well-being
professional
spiritual
personal

All the burners are turned on, but some are hotter than others.
here's where i got some clarity.

as long as your burners aren't turned off, don't get down on yourself when something on your stove isn't on high. until recently, i was struggling to clean my bathrooms and feed my children anything more than pretzels, but my runs were great. now it seems as though it's switched.
why can't I have both? why can't i have it all?
sweat rolled down my cheek and the thought came.
fall our pots are on high, somethings is bound to burn.
it's all about balance, and acceptance that we can't always be perfect. it's hard to surrender to the fact that pots have to be shifted around sometimes.
That's why women are magic. we are able to have all our burners going, and it may be crazy in the kitchen while it's all happening, but if we can be a little less hard on ourselves along the way, we can sit down to dinner for a splendid meal of life.

brilliant and so well said.
i'm going to simmer on this for a bit, no doubt! a very heavy analogy wouldn't you say? love it.

the post that never got published.

2010-01-13T20:33:00.000-08:00

i went to post here today. (i read an absolutely brilliant blog post that i want to share for my journaling) i know, can you believe it- a post! and saw this post that has been sitting here unpublished since who knows when (i know it had to be a few months ago at least!)...
start:
and i'm not certain that this is the place to "journal" but here are the things i am certain about...

1. a spare tire is good to keep in your car, not around your waist.

2. cottage cheese is good to eat, not to wear deep beneath your skin.

3. being out of breath should happen after you run a marathon not after you walk up one flight of stairs.

4. when you bend over you should see your toes, not your flabby tummy *unless you are pregnant- but then it wouldn't be flabby.

5. when your baby is 2+ years old, you shouldn't still be 30+ pounds overweight and still use the baby weight excuse.

6. if you've already screwed up your healthy eating for the day, it's NOT okay to write the day off, grab all the junk food, and start the next day. because chances are if you have that attitude you'll keep repeating it over and over and over, again.

7. "i'm starting on Monday" - never happens on Monday.

8. Getting in shape the healthy way takes longer, but the results last longer.

the end.

i found humor and truth in the post. it's kind of funny i totally forgot about even writing it. it still stands true, expect i may be pushing 35+ pounds now thanks to my over-indulging around the holidays. yum!
what do ya think? would you say i must have been having a rough "self-image" day? who am i kidding, i have those days- everyday! but hey its my own fault. true, i wasn't blessed with the healthy metabolism that allows you to eat yummy things and stay thin, but really- there are only a few people blessed in that way. If you see someone who looks healthy & fit, its most likely because they live a healthy & fit lifestyle. So I am tired of feeling sorry for myself. I'm tired of comparing. I'm tired of feeling embarrassed and guilty.
until i truly make a change i can't pity myself!

i'm not making any promises to myself this year. but im really liking the thought of a healthy & fit lifestyle! i may give it a try.

happy 2010 to everyone! may all of us shine this year!

during these times...

2009-09-03T10:35:00.000-07:00

i admit i am scared.

for our country.

my mom sent me this e-mail.

i thought it was good.

PROFESSOR IS A GENIUS

An economics professor at a local college made a statement that he had never failed a single student before,
but had once failed an entire class.
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That class had insisted that Obama's socialism worked and that no one would be poor and no one would be rich, a great equalizer.

The professor then said, "OK,
we will have an experiment in this class on Obama's plan".

All grades would be averaged and everyone would receive the same grade so no one would fail and no one would receive an A.

After the first test, the grades were averaged and everyone got a B.
The students who studied hard were upset and the students who studied little were happy.

As the second test rolled around, the students who studied little had studied even less and the ones who studied hard decided they wanted a free ride too so they studied little.
The second test average was a D!
No one was happy.

When the 3rd test rolled around, the average was an F.

The scores never increased as bickering,
blame and name-calling all resulted in hard feelings and no one would study for the benefit of anyone else.

All failed, to their great surprise, and the professor told them that socialism would also ultimately fail because when the reward is great, the effort to succeed is great but when government takes all the reward away, no one will try or want to succeed.

Could not be any simpler than that.

and so i thought:

i hope we will all continue to "try" and "study" and "learn" because after all that is our real calling here on earth. even if the reward on this mortal life isn't great-- we will be rewarded full in heaven.

the deal is.

2009-08-05T00:01:00.000-07:00

ummmmm.

(stalling word. such a no no in my high school speech class. just try to dock me now mr. bensen.)

so ummmm. ummmmmmmmmmmm. umm.

okay here's the deal.

i have been horrible at blogging. i confess.

but i have good excuses.

1. my two lovelies + puppy keep me busy 24/7. (oh you don't think two plus 1 on four legs can keep a mamma busy? you don't think so? come over for a day or even just an afternoon. you'll see. busy. (and slightly insane.)

2. photography, oh dear sweet photography. love the busy time of year. a little exhausting. but a good exhausting. it makes me happy. (and nudges me back to sane.)

3. today i domesticated myself. i made my very first ever batch (or rather 4 batches) of raspberry jam. and i am proud of me. lets just hope it tastes okay! and i even picked them my very own self. go me.

4. dentist. root canal. crown. enough said? i thought so. (cringe) more fillings to boot. (cringe, nose flare, cringe)

happy gas really is wonderful though. really. i'd take 5 minutes of that daily, please?

5. 23 1/2 mo. old = potty training

6. 4 yr old = preschool = school clothes (hey preschool counts. for heaven sakes a 4 yr old is rougher on clothes than a teenager. ya wanna see his clothes? it counts!)

7. terrible 2's. gotta love em. + teething molars. i'm so glad though she has them in her gums. i was getting worried for while.

8. sleep + exercise = what's that? (is that like something i'm supposed to do instead of eating? like somewhere i once heard its bad to eat cheetos & licorice just to stay awake at midnight? it really is bad? What? not past 7 pm. crap, thats when i start eating. guess i'm due for change.)

9. new niece. oh baby baby. she's a doll.

10. husband. he drives me crazy sometimes. but most of the time ccrrrraaaaazzzzzyyyyy happy.

11. facebook. okay i said it! facebook. deal with it.

12. art projects with 4 year old. he's really into that. and i'm really into doing it with him.

13. playing babies & dress-up with (almost) 2 yr old. okay & 4 yr old. give him a break, he's only 4. i'm not worried- yet.

14. golfing. mostly with 4 yr old on the front lawn.

15. enjoying summer life. the way it should be.

ttyl

xoxo

StudioCK Holiday 2009 FAMILY SESSION SPECIAL

2009-07-02T15:08:00.000-07:00

Thanks to my amazing clients who keep me on my toes!

I have had several e-mail me lately wanting to know if I was running a Holiday family session special again, like I did last year. And well given the state of the economy right now.... OF COURSE I AM! But is it really that time of year, already? Seriously? Gee whiz- I am SO excited!

So indeed it is time to start thinking about it and getting things scheduled. Last year was crazy trying to fit dozens of sessions in a short period of time since I slacked a little with putting the special together.

You'll be happy to know I have not raised my prices, rather lowered them. It's the least I can do for you, and you, and you. I love what I do and it's worth it to me to see your families year after year. And I know in these times it gets hard to swing everything. So hopefully this helps.

So since sessions book up fast I am hoping to get a head start on the holly jolly season, not that any of us really want to think about winter rolling around again anytime soon... but at least it will be one less thing to check off the list come December!

Some have asked if the referral program will work towards this special offer. Answer: yes! SO every person you refer you'll receive a $30 credit to be used towards professional prints.

hope to see you soon!

happy day

what's happenin' over at StudioCK?....

2009-07-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

Finally, the date and details on the August 2009 Hands-on workshop!

It will be the final one in 2009!

I hope that we can meet and have a great day working on learning and utilizing photography skills. This workshop is for the beginner/semi-intermediate inspiring photographer. You do not necessarily need to have a digital SLR camera, but a camera that will shoot in Manual mode is required. You will walk away from this workshop having learned the knowledge tips and tricks that I use as a professional photographer. I guarantee it will not disappoint & you won't regret your investment!
This class will be small (4-10 attendants), I really want to keep it personal and give each person the time and attention needed, so please e-mail me at studio.ck@hotmail.com if you want to hold your spot. At least 4 attendees is required in order to hold the workshop. After 4 attendees have e-mailed to hold their spot, the payment will then be accepted and processed through paypal. Please don't e-mail for spot holding unless you are 100% committed to register for the workshop.

Registration ends on July 15, 2009

where the yummies are...

2009-06-10T21:36:00.000-07:00

right now i am thinking about how much i wish i lived close by my mom still. she's been baking up some delicious new treats and i'm smacking my lips for them all now. i bet her home smells SO good. pastries, cupcakes & pie (i did have not one but TWO slices of her strawberry pie last week!) yummo! I'm dying to make the new toasted marshmallow smores cupcakes. She is seriously such a talented person. So proud to call her mom. and so happy my kids have such an amazing nana.

if you want to start smackin' go to GET OFF YOUR BUTT AND BAKE!

reality

2009-05-13T20:35:00.000-07:00

reality (tv): i really like it... i do. most are a waste of time, i'll be the first to admit. but nevertheless i like wasting time to watch them! ha. current favorites are: the hills, desperate housewives of orange county, keeping up with the kardashians... among others (but who really cares that i am a reality tv junkie, right? thank goodness for dvr!)

but

i am a whole lot upset about jon & kate plus eight. i am in disbelief of their marriage problems/cheating.

shame. on. them.

and that was the most wholesome of my reality tv watching.

boo

anyone else in shock about this? i was hoping it was just the press talk...

reality: a yummy here. i made this for dinner...

deeeelish! find the recipe at get off your butt and bake blog here.

have a happy thursday.

reality: mine will be spent shooting a wedding. awe!

back to reality: red vines and proofing.

Cookin' Mamas night...

2009-05-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

check out the new recipes at the COOKIN' MAMASlast night was delicious! Thanks Katie for hosting! It's going to be hard to follow you, everything was SO PERFECT & the little bread loaves--- well mines digesting- it was so yummy!

Thanks girls, it's always a FABULOUS time. (and sorry I was late, i'm still feeling guilty!)

mascara

2009-05-01T22:40:00.001-07:00

i can still see it now. us girls in high school standing in front of the mirrors in the ladies room "freshening up" before the game or other event. or just getting ready before the first class of the day begins-you know those days when you wake up late and just grab your makeup bag and out the door you go. don't dare to pretty yourself up in the car on the way- but make a mad dash to the l-room before anyone (aka dreamy crush boy) sees you. so i have this very vivid picture in my mind, of a particular friend of mine. (oh-is it just me or when someone else is putting their makeup on it's almost like you have never seen or done it before? i think my mouth is always wide open while watching others because it is so interesting to see it done from a different point of view. oh-and how awkward is it when someone is watching you put your makeup on and you can totally feel they are staring-like totally concentrating on what your doing.) i see her. my friend putting mascara on. wiggling the wand back and forth starting at the root of the eyelash and making their way to the tip. repeating. result-beautiful, long looking lashes. i though, genius! and stole the technique ever since. i guess vibrating mascara wands are nothing new—but i've never heard of them! these babies will be available for purchase in july. with 7,000 vibrations per minute the brush wraps each lash with a thickening, lengthening formula. ooooooooh wow. i wonder how long the battery lasts? i am curious to try this product out!

Photo: Courtesy of Maybelline

search the scriptures diligently

2009-04-21T22:26:00.000-07:00

i belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. (i'm feeling a little soulful singing coming on... join me. "i know who i am, i know Gods plan. i'll follow him in faith. i believe in the savior Jesus Christ, i'll honor his name. I'll do what is right, I'll follow his light, a truth i will proclaaaaaiiiimmmmm" (*crackle crackle... it gets a little high pitched for me there!).

my visiting teachers came today and shared the message for this month. it is titled: search the scriptures diligently. you know when you feel things are meant for you? i do quite often. (maybe that means i need lots of help? hmmm. might need to ask a professional) anyhow, that can wait. today i really did feel the hairs stand up on my arms and the body shake tickle move up my spine. in fact i wrote at the top of my scanned off copy of the message from the Ensign: Dear Chantri;. And at the bottom: Love, your Father in Heaven.

two weeks ago: in the wee early morning hours i was working away and suddenly had a thought run through my head. a really odd one to come at the time. [i haven't read my patriarchal blessing for a while. a long while in fact.] i stopped what i was doing. found my neglected journal. shut myself in our bedroom closet. sat on the floor. thumbed through it. last entry was in 2005. gasped. read it. laughed. thumbed through some more. tucked in the back in a clear sleeve- my blessing. i read it. i re-read it. i cried. happy tears. i saw the word: scriptures, a lot. i saw the word: atonement, a lot. fast forward a few days from this date: Easter Sunday: thought a lot about the resurrection of Christ.

today i have pondered some (to me) intense parts of the message:

a. "Recommit yourself to a study of the scriptures."

b. "Certain blessings are to be found only in the scriptures."

c. "One good way to start studying the scriptures is to 'liken' them to ourselves... whichever way a person starts studying the scriptures, the key to unlocking important knowledge is to keep studying."

d. "The holy scriptures adorn our bookshelves. Make certain they provide nourishment to our minds and guidance for our lives."

beautiful, right! i will REcommit myself to scripture study. not just reading to read. to read with the intent to study.

on a slightly different note: i love my visiting teachers (today one was replaced by our RS President). two totally amazing women. women i look up to. women who have evident testimonies & spirits that shine. they are the 'good example' type. that feels good... actually better than good. it is a blessing, to know them.

just thinking...

2009-04-20T20:44:00.000-07:00

i'm really tired for some reason. it's only 9:45 pm, the night has just begun. i am really not productive in the least bit though. i keep waiting for updates on facebook & bloglines. that screams lame, i know! i just can't focus on anything. i am wondering, am i the only one who, when there is a million things to do-ideas to brainstorm-work to do... just gets all foggy and doesn't know where even to begin. what to start and what to finish. i have been working on business stuff. branding and such. it's time consuming & confusing. yet exciting & fulfilling... that is if i could get it complete.

i painted little b's fingernails today. haven't done that since she was a tiny baby. it is a vibrant bright pink. love it. though she looks much older today than she did yesterday. i giggled as i glanced down at her tonight while she so peacefully enjoyed her milk before bed. her fingernails, so lovely, so mature. she'll always be my baby. we played house today. she kissed, swaddled, patted and sh shhh shed three baby dolls. i couldn't help but imagine years from now. then get terrified that years are so fiercely racing by. then the it seemed like only yesterday thoughts bummed the moment for a brief time. i eagerly jumped back into the now and relished the one-on-one time we spent together while big brother slept so soundly amidst our laughter and silliness. she cleaned a bathroom with me. something i usually do while she is napping. but for some reason today it felt okay that she was shadowing my every move. she cleaned out my drawer without being asked to. you know the one that has socks, underwear... & those black lace things? i laughed so hard when i saw she managed to get them on her, resembling a tutu around her little waist. i got to hand it to her, the girl likes all things pretty. oh how i love her.

i watched extreme makeover home edition while picking up the house and cried though the whole thing. there are good people. good good people in this world. people that truly make a difference & are selfless.

i love having a monthly menu plan. tonight we had swiss cube steak, red potatoes & broccoli. yum. confession: prior to dinner my appetite consisted of brownies, and only brownies... and i gave into the craving, multiple times in fact. my husband noticed. i blamed the kids.

i need to start exercising. i am shocked at my lack of motivation after viewing my colossal hips in front of the mirror. but for some reason i can still feel good about myself. and eat more brownies.

i love the spring. smell of fresh-cut grass. crisp fresh air. clear blue skies. sun, oh the sun. long evenings. more family time sitting, relaxing, enjoying each other.

i feel happy & content. these are the days.

Refreshed.

2009-04-16T12:13:00.000-07:00

last night i attended our monthly Cookin' Mama's recipe group. i have been mia for a few months in a row and last month recommitted my loyalty to the group. i am telling you, these girl are the most amazing, inspiring, talented women i have ever known. aside from the fabulously delishous dishes, the company & conversations are great. i am kind of embarrassed to admit that i didn't get home until 1:34 a.m. i am still trying to figure out if i should be ashamed for the following reasons:
1. the fact Holly hosted the evening at her mom & dad's home (which is so beautiful) and out of respect, you know, maybe you should leave at a decent time.... and considering it started at 6:30... (thanks to Holly's parents for being so generous with your home.)
2. i broke curfew. just kidding! though it kind of felt that way. as a teen while living at home curfew was always 12-midnight and i am pretty sure i never broke it.... maybe by 10 minutes or so. keeping my parents respect was very important to be.
3. do mom's & wifes stay out until 1:30 having a good time with friends? is that, like, allowed? ha! or would you say that it is irresponsible?
can you tell i'm a tad bit-maybe- concerned? i was a-lot worried while driving home in the pitch black night about what my husband would say. on a side note: i only passed 4 other headlights on the highway... kind of magical yet freaky at the same time.
i slipped inside the house, very quietly... well except for the door leading into the house from the garage squeaks like it is 100 years old.... must get some WD-40 on that thing! so much for being quit, right. so i set my things down, tip toed into the bedroom, got ready for bed, slipped into bed. and hubby's masculine arms greeted me. awe cuddles? he still loves me. he's not upset. phew! "why are you home so late?" he said. (oh no, here it goes!) "ummm, we were just talking and it was fun!" i said (so little kid like). no response. he just held me tighter. life is good! he is good!

so today. my soul feels happy. my thoughts are clear. and yes i was out late, but it was wholesome. it was refreshing. and i'm going to make a delicious dinner tonight. (as if the two servings i had last night wasn't enough.)

thanks girls, i love you all!

a little sewing project.

2009-03-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

I am not the greatest sewer. My stitches aren't always strait- my blankets not perfectly rectangle. I enjoy it though. a lot! My husband rolls his eyes at me- that I've found a new hobby. He doesn't think I have time for it. Maybe- (secretly i know) he's right. But I make time for it because I find it to be therapeutic. A way to be creative outside of work, on a different level. So even though sewing is yet one more thing that keeps me up till 3 a.m.... to me, it's worth it. I lust over fabric! i've mentioned this obsession. I love it all... I want it all. But can only afford very little of it! ha. A little bit here and there is okay though, i'll build a fun stash up sooner or later! The only problem I am facing with this hobby is that it kind of consumes me for 48 hour period of time! I don't do anything (shower, clean, laundry...that sort of stuff ) until I have completed it! ... that could pose a problem in the future. Right now my husband thinks it's just a phase I'm going through! he he. (because i usually do that. love one thing for a while then get totally burnt out of it.... crazy that photography actually stuck!)

My friend Janeal has a new baby girl...

adorable isn't she?! See more of her newborn session here. For her I made a blanket and burp clothes to match. It was fun and a little challenging. I felt a little silly giving it to her--doesn't that mean you are confident in your skills? Which I am not... but she is my friend so I knew she'd be forgiving!

Her name is Kennedy- hence the big "K"

and the burpies to match...

while I was in the fabric store getting the fabric for this blanket I had a little 3 1/2 year old eyeing all of the "cool" (or not so cool) fabric with cartoonish characters on it and trucks and balls... and OH did he want it! In a bad way! I told him i'd make him a big quilt later and he had a breakdown. Right then and there. So I said, okay okay we'll pick some out for your blanket. After he picked some pretty (hideously) "cool" fabric out (he wanted some pretty tacky fleece that was the worst colors but had huge trucks on it...fire trucks is what he wanted) He finally settled with a firetruck flannel. I figured I could use it for the backing!

because he was SO excited I stayed up the following night into the wee morning hours...

and guess what... I finished my FIRST SPOOL of THREAD!! I was so excited. I know lame. but I was!

So the quilt is done... and it's okay looking. the stitching is pretty bad and I was too lazy to do a blind stitch for binding. But there is a little boy who totally adores it! It snuggles him into every movie and before bed time. And I am so happy I gave into him that day at the fabric store! I still have yet to take pictures of it though... shame on me.

TIme to VOTE for America's Cutest Kid!!...

2009-03-26T11:56:00.001-07:00

Have you been following my photography blog? Well if not here's your heads up! You can make a difference TODAY!

StudioCK has been participating in the NATIONAL MODEL SEARCH. All proceeds from each vote ($1 per vote) go to NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP, an organization that provides keepsake portraits to parents who will never have the opportunity to take their babies home from the hospital. Please know that each vote ensures that another family's heartbreak will be softened by the comfort of having cherished portraits of their child.

I am so excited to announce the nominees! The models were totally amazing and a complete joy to photograph!

As the search is wrapping up we ask for your participation in the VOTING process. Even if you didn't submit your child you may still vote to support your CITY or just simply to support the NILMDTS organization.

CLICK HERE TO SEE THE NOMINEES!!!

hope you all had a...

2009-02-15T12:34:00.000-08:00

and that you ate lots of sugar & sweets.... for me. cuz i'm absolutely dying with my no sugar for a month challenge. i've goofed up a couple times.... but have been holding strong for a few days now. it totally stinks and my husband agrees cuz i am a bit irritable! [thanks babe for the beautiful flower bouquet. love it and love you!]

and for those of you who have e-mailed me wanting the quilt measurements... i'm flattered, but i can hardly believe you are serious! i would be more than happy to share under one condition: you are fully aware that I am not an expert at this whole sewing/quilting thing. that during the process of making this quilt i had to un-jam my bobbin (is that what its called?) a dozen times and re-string my needle a bazillion times. and the number one thing you need to understand is that this is my very first quilt, ever.... and more important first real sewing project! so if the measurements don't "add" up it's not my fault.... just trim it and re-trim it like i did! (i'll try to put that into consideration when I draw up a pattern though.) still want it? then check back, soon!

luvs

my grandma would be proud.

2009-02-13T20:15:00.000-08:00

santa brought me this for Christmas. last year i got a sewing machine. i used it once to sew pillow cases... he knew i had been itching to put it to better use.
it was filled with all sorts of sewing goodies. sewing! yes, back in the high school days i actually did well in my home ec class. i sewed an apron, which i no longer have but i remember vividly the fabric.

oh dear fabric! there is so many of you to choose from. i found myself a whole lot overwhelmed at the little boutique fabric store. the floors crept and the aroma reminded me of my great grandma's house-- as well as the charm, oh the charm. the door nobs and doors and the stove that heated one room so warm that i thought for a moment to shed some layers. it was full of bright & funky colors. full of shelves lined with yards and yards of fabric. a fairy land. i slowly made my circle. the store attendant asked me several times if I needed any help. i just kindly looked at her with a smile on my face and replied "oh, i'm good, thanks though!" chuckling inside because i knew why she asked, and kept asking. i looked like a kid in a candy store for one, and for another i kept picking something up, then putting it back, then picking something else up, then putting it back. then thumbed through a sewing magazine. all while examining the quilts & clothing displays around the store. i could not believe our fabric options these days. there are some super talented designers out there. I ended up picking this up. and purchasing it.

thought it might be a good start. my plan: sew squares together and figure out the rest later. i sat with the squares blanketing my living room floor for 2 hours and i couldn't get a "color pattern" i liked using them all. so i divided the squares. i decided to begin with the set of fabric that had fewer squares. i didn't have a quilt pattern to go off of, so it was interesting. i think i trimmed and re-trimmed it all until the finished project is now two inches shorter all the way around than originally planned. yes, i drew up my own pattern, to scale, of how i was going to do it. though not fancy...i'm pretty proud. and my grandma Betty would be too.

i just really wish i spent more time sitting next to her while she was quilting, rather than playing hide-n-go-seek and house under her quilting projects. i totally understand why she used a thimble- always thought that was strange and that thimbles were supposed to be used for a childhood game we played "baptism". though she tied all her quilts- my fingers were raw after binding mine (thanks to a wonderful utube tutorial). oh how i miss her. and felt a little closer to her while sewing my very first quilt. i think she would be proud.

here's to many more sewing projects in the future, hopefully!

Is your Child America's Cutest Kid??

2009-02-09T12:51:00.005-08:00

StudioCK, Chantri Keele Photography has been asked to participate in the ...to select “America’s Cutest Kid” and to raise funds for charity.

We’re looking for cute children ages 18 months to 14 years old to model for a portrait to be entered into the contest.

Models Search Special:
$45 entrance fee, which includes a 30-45 minute model session and a cd with a copyright release to 15 of your favorite images from the shoot. One image will be submitted to the national gallery.
Finalists will be determined by online votes. Anyone may vote. Each vote is $1, and all proceeds from votes benefit the non-profit Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep. (NILMDTS.org)
Grand prize national winner will be determined from the 50 city finalists. Winners selected by photography and modeling industry experts.

If your child is selected the national winner, you’ll receive many prizes, including a $5,000 US Savings Bond and a Canon PowerShot G10 digital camera.

If you’re interested in entering your child(ren), please e-mail me at studio.ck@hotmail.com. Shoots are limited and must be scheduled before mid March 2009.

i {heart} faces contest.

2009-02-02T11:47:00.000-08:00

I came across this great website and thought I would submit a picture. The theme this week is "the eyes have it". Since I still go googlie over this photo of Logan because 1) i actually got a clear shot of him, finally and 2) it's clear enough to see my reflection in his eyes. i just think it's delicious!

you can submit one too! click here!

tell me...

2009-01-30T21:13:00.001-08:00

how does one do their hair like this... flat iron? rollers?

i attempted it.

"what happened to your hair?" says hubby.

"i was just trying something new" says me.

"oh" says hubby.

soooo i'm thinking it didn't look good?

....glad i didn't go anywhere today!

ps i think she's beautiful. and could watch & listen to "don't you know your beautiful" on repeat all day. and i might even hold a mouse, spoon, sippy cup or truck up to my mouth while singing it... it makes me feel beautiful no matter my flaws.

2009 Workshop Planning...

2009-01-29T00:29:00.000-08:00

here are the dates set as of now! I am so excited to add on the hands on workshops. Depending on number of people interested I would love to take them to another state or two? Suggestions?
Also, I am currently planning a trip to Las Vegas, Nevada (Henderson area) in May. I can fit in 1 or 2 more sessions. If anyone is in the surrounding area and wants to book a photoshoot let me know!

2009 Advent Calendar Sew Along...

2009-01-02T23:07:00.000-08:00

one of my goals for this new year is to sew--- or really actually learn how to! i took a home ec class in high school and made an apron. begged my husband for a sewing machine when we were first married, got one for Christmas, and sewed a pair of pajama pants for myself only one side I cut at a size 7 the other a 9 so you can imagine how they looked on my rear end! Last year i purchased another sewing machine from my Christmas cash and have since used it once to sew pillow cases-- which i no longer use.

when i saw this on STARDUST SHOES i knew it was just the challenge i needed to get started. plus she even gives tutorials to use. It starts this month and here is the project.

link on over to her blog and... Join in!

look what the snow blew in....

2008-12-22T20:31:00.000-08:00

not the snowman....me! that's right, i'm back! do i still have readers? my absence was purely because-- well life just got a little crazy busy. work is starting to ssssssllllllloooooowwwww down and i'm starting to slow down too. okay not really- i am always wanting to do more learn more, be more. i have some exciting.fun.creative.challenging.new goals set for myself in the coming year, 2009. i have been brainstorming my new years resolution for two thousand and nine-- but then got to thinking, did i ever accomplish anything on my 2008 resolution? huh huh? i'll have to drag that out and take a look see! i think i aced a couple of goals at least!

so being that there is only 9 days to work on our 2008 n.y.r.'s... i'm wondering, how are you shaping out? did you accomplish all of your goals? or will you be transferring some over to your 2009 resolution...like me! ha. or are you one who doesn't believe that they do any good and don't waist your time jotting one down? just curious!

stay tuned. i have a ton of catching up to do on here and my photography blog. i'm excited to be back and to be inspired by you amazing people.

may all of you have a holiday season filled with love, laughter & cheer. be safe.

{hugs} c

Capture.Life Workshops...

2008-09-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

Class curriculum, questions & answers & registration at: http://capturelifeworkshops.blogspot.com/

{$25 off Registration for a limited time only}

Playing Catch-Up!...

2008-09-16T21:37:00.000-07:00

Phew...I've finally gotten my marketing out of the way for a while...at least until I come up with some other fun and crazy idea! I love being in control...shooting around killer deals....and loving every minute of my job.

I feel so relieved this evening as I am reporting in. I got SO much done today and still was a great Mom (if I do say so myself!) I'm not sure how I managed it really....but it just seemed to flow very well...not a lot of hiccups. I had to put to CD's 5 sessions and submit a massive order....which takes some serious time...but I had this little system going while burning the CD's that worked like a charm...my computer was fast at work while I sat down with my little man and practiced writing the CAPITAL LETTER A!...and holding a pencil correctly, does anyone else's kid hold their pencils in a very odd way? Drives me crazy!...but I think we got that down...we'll see during our little pre-school learning time tomorrow....little a's here we come! Slow and steady. But he loves learning time...which is really nice for me since in the past it was a battle with him to pay attention for more than a second! If I say "workbook" in any way shape or form he immediately retrieves his workbooks and says "ya Mom, we learn!"
Today we got a ridiculously good T-ball practice in as well. The kids can hit a ball...seriously! I can't believe it. He hits pretty accurately and hard! For those of you who check up on my family blog and read about this little man venturing out into the big world and going to play at a friends house for the first time...well that has become a daily event...it's so fun to see him have a buddy, but I just want to cry thinking about it....makes me sad. We had to practice the "look both ways before you cross the street" last night to make sure he was aware since his little friend lives across the street. Oh my gosh it is just so weird to have him leave and go play without me...makes my heart totally sink.

So while I did get a lot of things scratched off my to do list... there are a handful that I decided to skip which would be.... get out of my sweat pants, brush my teeth (I know gross), shower (gross again), get makeup on, do my hair... pretty much spend TIME on myself...which is a very foolish thing to do since I am a disastrous monster without primping. So usually when I scratch this stuff off of my list it is the days that I plan on being a hermit. I don't answer my door if the door bell rings, don't go anywhere...you get the drift, right? tell me I'm not the only one! I know you are probably one of those peek through your blinds, barely, to see who it is... hide in the back room and tackle your kids to the floor so they don't make a peep kind too!.... so ya that is what I was planning with today. UNTIL. well, My little man has a thing with the door...getting me to open it and be so surprised it is him....well as usual he goes outside to play (through the garage door) and next thing I know he is at the front door knocking or ringing the door bell (he still doesn't get that the doorbell wakes up his lil sis and wonders why I don't answer it in a very pleasant manor!) So here comes a knock a the door...light and youthful...I peak open the door and look downward... he's three....with a big smile on my face and ready to shout "HEY BUD!" (since I was really proud and happy he knocked).... but to my shock and embarrassment I blinked twice to see two sets of adult feet....uggggggggg.......first thought was to slam the door....plead insanity...something. But I politely looked up smiled and then buried my face in my hands...repeating over and over "I'm so embarrassed." Here it is 1pm and look at me. Our sweet new Relief Society president and her councilor were here to put faces with the name. FACES with the NAME. Oh good grief. I told them not to put this face with my name...they'll never recognize me on a good day!!! :) We had a fun little chat. When they left I immediately did a quick freshin' up...I am scared to ever make such a scratch again...at least be half-way put together! It's always these days when someone stops by isn't it? So I had a quick reality check...I can't be a hermit anymore on any day I choose. With an evolving toddler brings all sorts of adjustments and changes. (Oh and I am mad at Mason...our dog...he didn't even give me any slight hint that strangers were at the door...dang dog....he barks obsessively at everyone else...but no not today!) I just have to laugh now....still embarrassing...but funny!

So here's what has been going on through my lens...check them all out HERE on my photography blog!

special HOLIDAY {FAMILY PORTRAIT} mini session...

2008-09-12T22:18:00.000-07:00

With Christmas right around the corner everyone should be thinking...FAMILY PICTURES for Christmas cards! Don't you just love getting cards from family and friends during the month of December? It is such a happy month at the mailbox for me as I sift through the junk & bills and I see what I know to be a Christmas card!

I have put together a fantastic special so that everyone can afford their family pictures AND elegant custom designed cards to send out this holiday season. It is a deal you can't pass up...and offer is only valid until the end of November to ensure that everyone gets their cards on time to mail out. here are the details...
...and to get you excited here is a beautiful (oooh I've gotta shout it) BEAUTIFUL family....this is their VERY FIRST shot of their session--can you believe it?....I can't... EEEEEK!!!!

(are you going crazy Natalie?!!)

....and just to give you a peak at what I have been designing for Christmas cards (note that there will be 6 to choose from).... BUT WAIT....pay attention to the BEAUTIFUL FAMILY here as well!! (more to come on their own post!)

template #1- front template #2- fronttemplate #2- back

...I will have 4 more templates to come so keep posted!!!

contact me at studio.ck@hotmail.com

to book your holiday family portrait session!

October Simply Younique....

2008-09-10T12:25:00.001-07:00

I have been asked to bring simply younique back! It's been so busy around here that I haven't had time to take on more....but the wedding boom is over and...

It is with great excitement that I present....Booking is already well underway so hurry fast to book your child(ren)'s session. If time or dates don't work well with you and you would like to have these done I can make special arrangements. Just let me know... studio.ck@hotmail.com.

Thanks everyone! Hope to see all your spooktacular children this halloween!

Nielson Family Silent Auction

2008-08-28T13:16:00.001-07:00

Please link over to my photography blog for more details on what I am auctioning off for the Nielson Recovery Fund....click here!

Through My Lens...

2008-08-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

Work has been crazy this month...a good kind of crazy! If you haven't checked in on my photography blog there are a few new events & sessions I have shared....

like this AMAZING reception...

and this gorgeous bride (more of their wedding day to come!)...

and this delightfully gorgeous senior!... (just a tinsy sneak peak... I am done proofing her session and I can't even narrow down a modest amount of photographs to showcase because she is totally beautiful in every one...good thing she already has her CD and isn't waiting on me to make a decision.) anyways check them out here!

it's been {eight} years...

2008-08-25T18:33:00.000-07:00

...since I have golfed... and 8 years ago lands me right in high school. I took a golf class as one of my electives and golfing began and ended with that semester! My husband is one of many hobbies, golf being one of them. He has a few golfing buddies and usually takes advantage of a little guy time on the weekends and plays. I have told him several times that I would LOVE to start golfing...I really liked it 8 years ago. He kind of blew me off until lately. He has been asking if I want to go with him to the driving range and hit some balls. I've never actually gone because it is usually later in the evenings when I am trying to get B down so he takes L with him for a little father/son time. Lhas a blast! He thinks it is so neat and comes home just beaming and telling me how far the balls go!
On Saturday, Stacey walked in the house and said, hey lets go golfing! Um What? He said his mom was going to be over to watch the kids and him and his dad want to go golfing and want me to join them! SWEET! I was a little hesitant since they are pretty serious about the game and well I am not at the point where I'm at all competitive at it....so I was a little nervous (I didn't even take my camera for fear they would think I was just there to goof around). BUT...I fell in love again with the sport and I really REALLY hope to be invited to go again, soon....I've threatened if he doesn't I just might have to hire a hot teacher next summer! Stacey said I already have one (him), I AGREE!...so lets hope he doesn't fail me! I {HEART} MY GOLF TEACHER!

Freshly-Squeezed Lemonade is...

2008-08-24T21:37:00.000-07:00

some sort of journaling strategy. An outlet to express my feelings. A place to share my interests. A library of my personal life experiences. A way to share advice or gain advice on a subject that I am seeking advice in. A file cabinet for my thoughts. A place to share fun finds and meet new friends. A replacement for the lined pages I am supposed to write on each evening before bed....

Lately I have been enjoying personal blogs. People who write about their life. Real stuff! Not just the goodie goodie life is a bed of roses stuff. I learn from them, I grow from them, I change because of them (for the better might I add), I am more confident because of them....BUT it seems like every one of the personal journal type blogs that I read there are ALWAYS people that comment who have NOTHING nice to say. It drives me crazy! Didn't we all get taught when we were like 5 (or younger): IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY, DON'T SAY IT AT ALL? Sometimes the blog world is scary! It either really lifts you up or really brings your spirits down. I admit it has messed with my emotions a time or two! It's sad to say...but blogging is a big thing in our society. But sometimes I feel it's like being back in high school again (by the way I LOVED high school...good old MHS). There are those who EVERYONE admires. Those who are blog royalty! When I first started blogging I would check my counter daily to see how many hits I had for the day! :) I took great pride when the numbers where over one hundred (I'm no Pioneer Woman!). Now I can't even keep up on my posts or even keep my blissful blog links updated...and hardly ever glace at the counter. I guess I fall in the category of a "seasoned" blogger! (I heard that term a while back and had to laugh...see labeled like in high school!)

So my question is (if I have any readers): Do YOU think that personal stuff should be kept personal-- written in a book that you won't share with ANYONE....or have no control over who reads it after you pass away? OR do you think that people can learn from others experiences and find comfort in knowing that they are dare I say...normal? Do you like reading blogs where you know the person is 100% REAL? That every day isn't always a bed of roses? OR would you rather read a blog where personal doesn't mix with interests?

feedback anyone?

Take a peak at...

2008-08-13T19:20:00.001-07:00

this amazing wedding!...
aren't teal and pink such GREAT colors together! This wedding was SO full of neat details it was so fun to photograph! See more HERE!

A lot of FUNness going on...

2008-08-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

At the home front I've got an (almost) one year old who found her legs a great source to get from point A to point B...she is cruisin' around like crazy. I love it! She went from the tipsy-not so sure this is for me stage to a walking champ in just about a week span. So it came on fast, but she is sure enjoying her freedom...and the fact that she can walk over the trucks that her big brother leaves ALL around the house instead of crawling over them! So mommy.wifey life has been fun & busy. Speaking of fun and busy my me.photographer.business life has been just that as well...a lot has been going on and you'll have to check that all out on my photography blog! SO much more to come. I am proofing through three weddings...yes that is right THREE! Holy cow it was a busy busy couple of weeks! I've gotta get things wrapped up before I have two more in a couple of weeks. For a little change of pace I have a senior session tomorrow which I am jumping with excitement about...seniors are so fun . carefree . youthful. excited. I mean being a senior is a BIG thing! Remember when you were a senior? I love to reminisce about those years...I thought I had the world in my hands. Little did I know that I wasn't the world! ha ha. Fun times.

and for those of you who are sitting on the edge of your chair waiting for more details...the workshops are in the works people! I am so happy with the response. I am anticipating a hands-on workshop coming spring...but am so antsy to get one in before the winter hits. Decisions...I'm not good with making them! What would you all think if we set up a hands-on workshop in like say October/Novemberish...too cold? Probably. At least the online workshops will be in full swing all winter to get you all rearin' to go for the workshop in spring. You won't want to miss it!...ahhh I'm excited!

xoxo, chant

Checking In...

2008-07-27T10:35:00.001-07:00

Hello Friends! I have yet again left this blog in the dark due to an awfully busy schedule. I am so excited about my schedule from now on through August. I am very blessed to be able to capture such great moments in peoples lives from newborn, families, to weddings. Absolutely wonderful. One super fun shoot of a children's clothing line is in proofing stage, the new collection is to die for! A pre-wedding session & a wedding from this weekend is up next for proofing. This week brings a crazy schedule as well....pre-weddings, newborn session, and two weddings! So late nights here I come!
Some new session are up on my photography blog as well....make sure to check them out!

And a special thanks to everyone who have contacted me about the workshops. I am working on getting everything in order...curriculum, pricing & such. So as soon as I get all the information ready I'll be sure to pass that along to you all. Thank you for making this possible. I extremely excited to be able to bring a well rounded online workshop to people who want to learn photography so that they don't have to spend the many years of researching and hard learning like I did! This will be fun and it will give you a whole new eye on photography. I thank you all, again.

{photography sessions} & a { photography workshop} to think about!...

2008-07-14T11:46:00.001-07:00

I've had some people get after me about not referencing a session on this blog so that they know I've posted a new session on my photography blog. (here's an idea subscribe to my photography blog feeds...geez! he he) Is there really people out there still that don't use bloglines? (other than my mom & sisters---you guys are too funny!) It's really the best thing ever even if you only have a handful of blogs you look at (which we all know that isn't the case for anyone!) I've tried to limit my blog hopping mainly because the lack of hours and hours of free time I have....I can't believe the amount of time...and it's not a waist of time, because all of the bloggers are totally amazing and inspiring. But the simple fact that I can't let it consume my life got all to familiar in my early days of blogging when at the end of the day I didn't have to put my PJ's on cuz heck, I didn't ever get out of them!!! Anyways, I have been working and you can see some of my favorites from the sessions on my photography blog and once your in there remember to subscribe to the feeds in case I can't duplicate my posts every time on this blog! (I'll really try though in case you aren't a bloglines fan.)Other than some fun shoots and a super busy schedule coming up (I have 5 weddings plus engagement, bridals, & pre wedding sessions, a couple newborn sessions, a new clothing line shoot for an etsy shop, & a large family session booked. So that totally ROCKS!) I am just enjoying some fun summer time with our family. My son's birthday is tomorrow, he'll be turning 3! and in August my baby girl will turn 1! Holy Cow! August is going to be a crazy busy month! But I'm totally excited & antsy!

Another fun thing in the works that I am totally excited about is that I am working on an online photography workshop! There will be two different workshops actually. One for beginners wanting to explore the basic fundamentals of photography & the other for advanced amateurs to semi-professionals. The second one will also include an add-on package for people wanting to get into the business where I will share all my secrets of the biz! I have been working on this for a while now and crossing my fingers will be ready for the big debut mid September! Next spring I'll be holding a hands on workshop! I am trying to work with another local photographer to help out with this so we'll be able to fit more people into each workshop... but there will only be 15-20 slots available. We'll see how the first one works out and then we'll go from there to schedule a future one if we have a good turnout. So anyone who is interested to be put on the waiting list for any of the workshops please e-mail me at studio.ck@hotmail.com.

Have a happy Monday everyone!

{FAVORITE THINGS blog swap}...

2008-06-27T15:09:00.000-07:00

Ashely hosted a favorite things-blog swap a few weeks ago and I was able to participate. I had lovely and talented Marilyn, and amazing & awesome Reina had me! I got my package in the mail on Saturday when my hubby was home and he actually brought it in, opened (geez it said CHANTRI!) and he said with a smirk on his face and one eye brow raised (yes almost rolling) "What is this?" I ran all giddy to him and said it's from a blogging friend...then the eye rolling began!! Men-they just don't understand! I said..."see this is all it takes for me to be happy, it's too bad you never think of it!"....a darling headband, YUMMY Warm Delights (I'd never tried these, but they are sooo delicious and so easy!), chap stick, hand sanitizer, lotion, crystal light drink mix, purple nail polish & a very cute card. After seeing all the stuff he said "that's cool!" (translation: I wish I had a friend (blogging or not) to send me a cool box of hunting and fishing stuff...or anything for that matter!)

Thanks Ash for heading this fun swap up, and THANKs Reina for the fun stuff...I love everything!

p.s. my fingernails and toenails are a fun purple pizzazz frost! (and 5 little piggies on Boston's left foot...she didn't have the patience for me to do the right one too!!!)

through my lens this past week...

2008-06-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

...the reason why it's so hard to keep my blogs updated! Cuz I get to play like crazy with the worlds most gorgeous kids! Go check out my photgraphy blog for more from these sessions....too cute!

And this engagement session I've just started to proof...more to come! :)

this poor neglected blog...

2008-06-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

I tell you what these summer days (okay we've had a week of summer so far) really start and end quickly. I barely get going in the day and the next thing I know it is 10 p.m. Anyone else feel that way? I am really enjoying it though. I can't believe how much sun shine & a break from being surrounded by walls makes you feel soooooo good! We have had lots of fun; bloggers lunch (thanks Shelly for heading that up!), played with Janeal & Carter (you guys are the best! Logan prays for Carter every night! So cute.), hung out with Grandpa & Grandma Warnke (thanks so much for babysitting the kids during my photoshoot), visiting with neighbors, enjoying the outdoors, & teaching our little guy how to peddle his bike. I have been busy with work, 3 sessions to proof from this week and another one later today...an engagement session...awe! I love what I do. I am tickled every time I work on the two sessions I did earlier this week because man the kids...their eyes...breathtaking! Each one of them too! Green, Blue, Brown....gorgeous eyes. I don't even have to do much editing because they are so electric. Then yesterday's session was a little bit challenging but holy cow we got some darling shots of the little guy!...(just wait Amanda!) I was so curious so I had to download and view them right away! Can't wait to get into them.

Thanks everyone for being patient. I promise I'll try to do better with my blogs. I have just been so busy with work "stuff" it's crazy--(I have to squeeze it in between my full time job of being a mom!)....Oh! which reminds me...I totally forgot to share that I was able to take advantage of an awesome photography seminar in Utah a couple of weeks ago. It was TOTALLY AMAZING! I learned so much....hence the busy work "stuff"! Can't wait to share more. Have a great Friday!

Recipe Group...

2008-06-12T09:12:00.000-07:00

This is the funnest group ever! I was lucky enough to be able to attend their recipe group this month. The initiation process was brutal, but I think I am in! j/k! They just had to like the 7 layer salad that I brought. I was a little nervous because I had never made it before and my sister Brandi gave the recipe to me the day before without exact amounts of the ingredients! I couldn't have a trial & error salad, it had to be great! :) I am a pretty nervous cook...I usually have to follow the directions perfectly and I panic if I mess up! I need to learn to be a little more free spirited in the kitchen I guess.
Thank you so much girls for the fun night and for accepting me in your group! I made such wonderful fun friends. My jaw seriously hurt by the end of the night from laughing so hard! This is a pretty crummy picture- my point and shoot has endured a little too much "toddler" use! sorry!
Anyways, if any of you would like to check out the recipes here is the link.

{get movin'.yaz.yellow bird.proofing}

2008-06-03T13:26:00.000-07:00

I have just about decided that my body transformation has to do with me getting off my butt! Ok I'm not lazy by any means...I don't enjoy sitting in front of the TV vegging out... but I do enjoy sitting in front of the computer WAY to much. Exercise for my brain isn't going to help my bod! When my sweet hunk asks, okay tells, me to get off the computer and come watch TV with him (this to me translates to HUBBY NEEDs SOME CUDDLE TIME! I'll keep telling myself that cuz it makes me feel good!) I always tell him that I am getting smarter while he gets dumber. Rude huh! In my average mind I think that there are few shows worth watching on the tellie. He tells me that reading about other people's lives doesn't make me smarter! Gal, what does he know! It's like reading the autobiography of Anne Frank....
I know that I can't cut out the sweets. I enjoy them. I do have to say, though I haven't weighed myself and the clothes don't fit any better, that the YAZ is kinda taking my appetite for sweets & really salty things away. I bought (my favorite) chocolate covered cinnamon bears the other day and I have only eaten three! Seriously! I usually have them gone before anyone (besides me of course) knows they were purchased! Sure wish I would have started it about two weeks ago before I consumed a whole package (of 6) BIG peanut butter cups (thanks to you Camille I gave them a try and it has only lead to an addiction...I like them frozen!) I have only been on it for 6 days now, but it seems to make me feel good. I haven't wigged out yet!

A big yellow bird just met my family room window! I would like to be able to give the big yellow bird the benefit of the doubt and say that my windows are so darn shiny clean that there is a pardon in his favor for his lack of attention...but they are HORRIBLY dirty! My nerves are still shaky cuz the thud gave me a scare! The poor bird got a little stuck in the window screen and had a hard time freeing himself. I tried to get a picture but wasn't quick enough since my camera was in my bag and the card was out of my camera because I've been working on these...
what a darn cute family huh!

Dumb title for a silly post...I usually wait until after I write up a post to decide on the title cuz I never know where it's going to go... I can't pin point one for this post- it's gone every which way. Happy Tuesday everyone!

this week...through my {LENS} & won't you {HELP} me?

2008-05-31T14:47:00.001-07:00

It's been a great week. I had a couple of photo shoots...and one that was re-scheduled because of the rain...can someone turn it OFF? Seriously! We want summer...not spring! You can check out the session HERE & HERE!

HELP! Okay it is TIME! I really need to get into shape & eat better (as I am shoving chocolate covered raisins in my mouth...). My friend had a NO SUGAR for a month challenge and I only made it to day 3. HA! So much for that. I don't think I can leave sweets out entirely cuz then I'll just go crazy on them when I can...
So my alternative is to find healthy snacks. I don't eat very much during the days, but what I do eat is of no nutritional value and I know that is bad...I know! SO....since I can't seem to do it on my own I am reaching out to you all! Share with me your most favorite "healthy" snacks/meals. I really need to get on a breakfast, lunch, and dinner plan...not just snacks and dinner. I still have 35 pounds...THIRTY FIVE! Oh my heck! To loose until I am at the weight I was PRE-KIDS! LOL. Is it hopeless? NO! It can't be! (here I am answering my own questions...geez) I just switched from the stupid birth control shot...can't think of what it is called... but hopefully I'll shed the freakin' 10+ pounds it put on me during the past 6 months...how depressing. So welcome YAZ into my life. I hope I don't go crazy! My friend hated it...well more like hated her husband when she was on it! She said she was a beast!

So now that you all know my biggest challenge and BIGGEST thing I fail at on a daily basis...won't you help me out? Anyone else in my boat?

Newborn & Simply|Younique Sessions...

2008-05-24T13:42:00.000-07:00

This 3 week old is absolutely beautiful. It was so fun to hold a newborn again. I can't believe how easy it is to forget how tiny they are when the come into the world. See more of her session here.

SimplyYOUnique session with this sweet girl was so much fun! I got to play with barbies! She had such a fun collection of them. One thing I have to share is that she loves to draw and she drew me this cute picture to say thank you! So sweet! See more of her session here!and this little man...just look at that tender smile and those big eyes! Couldn't you just eat him up?! He was so fun. We got to play with tractors and read a book with lots of tractors and trucks....something that I am pretty good at thanks to my own son's interest in the same things! See more of his session here!

i feel {blessed}...

2008-05-24T12:35:00.000-07:00

this week has been so overwhelming-but in a very good way. I haven't had a whole lot of time to take everything in. I have a session that I just did waiting to proof, the kids are napping, and I really just feel that I need to take a minute and recognize my blessings. You know, every since I can remember I have begged and pleaded with the Lord to help me find the thing that I love and that other can appreciate as well. I went to collage but hated it. Got a degree in Office Systems Management... but really studied Finding Husband 101. First year I flunked the course, but second year I scored an A+ on my final exam! Stacey! Soon graduated and got a job at Wells Fargo Bank as an Administrative Assistant. Really didn't mind the job but didn't want to be there. I wanted to be a Mom...a stay at home Mom....don't we all! We wanted a baby so bad and after a long year and a half and a miscarriage later we finally were expecting Logan. This is were my pleading began. I knew that we needed my income, or at least a little of it to make it back then, but I was so bitter to the fact that I would have to be a working Mom. I personally don't think that there is anything wrong with being a working mom. I actually think that some moms are better moms for being working moms...ha ha that's a lot of moms! Anyways- it just wasn't the way I pictured my life and it was hard to come to grips with the fact. I began trying EVERYTHING! I got my certificate in Medical Transcription so I could work from home, hated it. I tried Mary Kay...don't we all at some point in our lives try to sell something? I'm just not the type to push anyone into something...but I do think that being a Sentsy consultant would be fun some days! Still pleading with the Lord to find My "thing"....I tried being a TLC consultant (a scrapbooking company) it was a lot of fun, but mostly just fun! I couldn't make too good of a living off of it. But I do believe it is what started me to find my passion, my "thing". I had Logan and was still working at Wells...until he was 9 months old. TLC launched their digital scrapbook software and I dove right into it. I never once thought for a second that I'd rather stick to traditional....I eventually started creating scrapbooks for other people. It wasn't long after that I really started to be engrossed in photography. I would study every pictures. Seeing it in angels and judging the lighting. I started then to pay attention to my own photography...using my point and shoot camera. Eventually I knew it was that passion that I was looking for. I craved it, I wanted to work on one photograph for hours in photoshop just to see what I could do! It became an obsession...but then I started getting bored of that and wanted something more. I wanted to be able to take a photograph and not have to work so hard in photoshop to make it look "good". Then the hard part. Telling my husband yet a new "thing" I wanted to try. I told him that if this didn't work and I fail at it...It will be the last! The last time I try anything to make a little money, the last time I will search for my one thing, the last time I'll fail at something that was in my control in the first place! He rolled his eyes and told me to go for it-- but I do have to add that he told me that I haven't proven myself yet, so he hopes I do! Kinda hard to swallow at the time but now I'm proud to say I'VE PROVEN MYSELF! even if it is just a little! So...That's when I started to take classes on photography & purchased my first professional grade camera and piece of glass..... anyhow- I can say now that I finally found my thing and I feel so blessed that I can be a good mom and be there for my children and have a career that is my passion. I feel so blessed to take part in such special lives and witness such special times. I am blessed...

I have had many emails lately from women wanting to get started in photography. So many not knowing where to start...I've been there! I promise I'll get to you all- and I really appreciate your comments and love. I know where you are at and it is frustrating. I know that it is hard to get help from other seasoned photographers...I still need help too! Many aren't willing to share what they have spent months and years and tears mastering. This is surreal really, I never thought I would be at the other end...the one giving advise instead of seeking it. So flattering. So to all of you who are still trying to find your passion, your thing. Don't give up and you will find it.

photographing {Hailey & Kate}...

2008-05-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

These two little angels came all the way from Indiana to get their pictures taken...he he...more like to see their awesome Nana! Their mom is my great friend from high school and I was so excited when she booked a session for her girls with me. I've been anticipating the date for a month now! We got so lucky with day because it was so beautiful outside...the last nice day this week before the rainstorms & crazy winds started. I had to re-schedule a shoot for next week that was supposed to be today because of the crapy weather. I can't wait until summer is here to stay! Anyways, Check out more of their session here!

what?...A Scanning Party.....

2008-05-19T19:55:00.000-07:00

I think that this could be the coolest thing EVER! Check it out here.

{T.G.I.F}

2008-05-16T12:46:00.000-07:00

Where did this week go? I am having a hard time coming to grips with the reality that it is FRIDAY! :) It just doesn't seem like it could be. This week I have had a blast with the SimplyYounique sessions (you can see some of them here)...I am still well into the proofing stage on a handful of sessions, so peak back soon! I want to thank everyone who participated. You are all such lucky mom's and have such beautiful kids! Each one of them brought a distinct personality to the set and I love that! Even the super active, don't want to sit down, get the camera out of my face, NO WAY ones! They totally have me laughing well after their shoot! I just can't believe that just a little over a year ago I bought my first professional camera, started teaching myself using any willing subject, got a heck of a lot frustrated (and still do sometimes!) took some online classes, set up my first "it will work" studio in my basement, got my first "real" photoshoot (thanks Jess for trusting me!)....and here I am today making a little extra fun money and loving LOVING photography! I love it so much it seriously makes me ache & forget to breathe sometimes. It sometimes even causes me to have anxiety attaches because I want to know everything NOW, be everything NOW, buy every NOW....etc. I really don't have a patient bone in my body I'm afraid. So thanks everyone for helping me fulfill my dream.

I am now going to spend the rest of the afternoon playing with my kids outside! Yeah for some nice sunshiny weather!

Just a little note...

2008-05-12T21:22:00.000-07:00

First of all THANK YOU everyone for your nice compliments! :) I have to say that I am totally loving it...LOVING IT! I have been asked if I regret cutting it and my honest answer is NO! Not at all! I totally recommend Amber. Her blog is private now, but if you want contact information to book an appointment with her let me know! I'd be happy to share... just as long as I can still get in for an appointment! ;)

Second... I am having a hard time juggling all these blogs! I have actually been in a blogging rut...can anyone else relate? I don't know what it is really. I haven't been good at updating mine and I haven't been good at commenting on others. So sorry to all you readers...I'm sure I look at yours as well, and if I don't, well then it's high time I do so leave me your blog address! But I promise to start being better. I promise I think about you all daily and I am viewing your blogs (thanks to bloglines). I am still trying to balance my life a little. To set apart work time, family time, me time, maid time, chef time...and sleep time- I know that is silly, but it's hard for me to realize that I do need sleep! Until the next day when I am totally cranky & frustrated about everything! I'll get with it soon...I'm hoping! :)

This weeks challenge...do one load of laundry each day! This is one thing I have been working on and trust me it helps! A load of laundry each day keeps the piles away...and the hubby off your back...and even a thank you! If all you accomplish is clean underwear always in his drawer- that's all it takes! Cuz lets face it, have you ever been complimented and thanked for the shelf being dusted or the carpet being vacuumed? Maybe once in a great while. They only seem to notice if it has to do with them personally! :) Love to our husbands....but man they can be difficult sometimes can't they girls!

I'm off to watch The Hills season finale!

Ten-plus inches...GONE!

2008-05-01T23:32:00.001-07:00

I finally mustered up the courage to do it...dramatically CUT my hair!...and I am SO glad I did! I can't wait to do my hair in the morning and time how much faster it is. Between blow drying (20 min.) flat ironing (20 min.) and styling (20 min.) and makeup (10 min.) I just pretty much stopped getting "real" ready! My hair always ended up in a dreaded ponytail and I just didn't care! (at least on days that I new I didn't have to go anywhere or have appointments.)
The best part about my new cut/highlights is that I found THE BEST HAIR STYLIST!!! Amber is going to working at Radiance and I totally recommend here! This is probably the first time (since my mom who is a cosmetologist as well--who always did my hair up until I wanted highlights) that I haven't regretted it or cried when I got home. I LOVE IT! and better yet Stacey LOVES it! Thanks so much, Amber. You totally ROCK!

(forgive the pictures...I had to prop the camera up (too lazy to get the tripod out) and use the timer to take them!)

6 Unspectacular Quirks about {ME}...

2008-04-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

I was tagged by my fabulous Momma and have been busting my brain to come up with 6 quirky things about me....not that I don't have them, it's just that I'm so sure I want to divulge that kind of information...that and I have way more than 6 once I think about it! But here it goes.

One: I talk to myself A LOT! If I am mad, frustrated, sad, or even happy...I tell myself all about it!

Two: I am horrible at answering my phone...unless it is family or I know it is a client. If it is an unfamiliar number I just stare at my phone and listen to it ring (while Stacey is yelling--ANSWER IT!...by that time it's stopped ringing and I say "oops I missed it!"...oh like my brain can't register that it is in fact ringing!) Sadly, even when it is a good friend calling-- unless at the moment my surroundings are peaceful, quiet, & relaxed I don't answer it and call them back later when it is. Okay so that rarely happens around here-- I am bad at calling friends back too. BUT I totally hate that about me. I really think it is the shy part of me...I just don't want to sound stupid or I feel like I have nothing exciting to talk about and they will realize how big of a bore I truly am!...hmmmm help please!?

Three: I hate when the pillows on the couch get all messed up. When Logan finds it necessary to throw all the pillows off onto the floor- I have to pull every single little ounce of patience that I have in me out so that I don't come un-glued! I think that just by straightening the pillows can make a messy room look decent.

Four: I wash my hands probably 10 times while cooking a simple meal. I can't stand uncooked foods, sauces, butter, whatever on my hands! Oh and while we are on the subject of cooking, I can't stand the smell of bacon cooking or fried foods. It's not so much the cooking part, it's the after smell...the one that lingers in your home and on your closes FOREVER. Oh and that brings me to another one...SUBWAY! I can't stand going into Subway for a sandwich because I come out smelling like I got baked into some Italian spicy whatever bread loaf.

Five: I want to be SUPER WOMAN! I dream big dreams for myself...and they (for the most part) will probably remain "dreams" forever and ever. I just want to do everything, be everything, learn everything, try everything, see everything, make everything...and while we are on everythings- eat everything but loose everything (poundage wise). I seriously ache on a daily basis because I want to "be more" as a person.

Six: A clean house=A happy me. A messy house=A mean me.

I tag: Janeal, Tiffany, Lexie, Amber, Allie & Hanna.

what happened to {ME}?...

2008-04-22T07:44:00.001-07:00

I feel jittery- ready to BREAK OUT of my skin! I can't stand to sit in front of the computer for more than 10 minutes at a time. I've gone to bed by at least 10:30 for the past 3 nights because I have no desire to "play" on the computer. I have kept up on my laundry for the past week...a load every day...even if it is just a tiny one. I can't stand my house a mess- at all...I'll stop whatever I'm doing to clean things up or vacuum. Which leads me to my next--I've vacuumed my home every day, and some days twice. I'm caught up on all my ironing and I HATE ironing. I actually got a pedicure yesterday and my eyebrows waxed using a gift card my sweet husband gave me for Christmas two that's 2 years ago! I always feel like running, yet I'm still a blob...due to the fact that 5 minutes into my run I have a little 8 months old girl trying to crawl up on the treadmill. I am frustrated with my weight...oh wait that's nothing new! I start a project and actually finish it...and in a timely fashion. I have gotten ready, okay I still stay in my sweats some days (but with a cute shirt on) everyday for the past week. I am super annoyed with "the Hills" (my guilty pleasure -take me back to high school/collage years) I can't seem to figure out what is going on because the guy/girl filming (or editing) makes everyone seem like they are conniving brats and I can't stand how Lauren can't get over the Heidi saga... I'm debating if it's worth watching anymore!

I guess loosing the old me is good. I just hope it doesn't come creeping back anytime soon! My husband is liking the new me as well...he hasn't had to look for clean underwear in the dryer!

a really yummy {breakfast}...

2008-04-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

Little Sizzler Breakfast Bites
1 tablespoon butter or margarine
6 eggs
1 (12-ounce) package Little Sizzler Pork Sausage Links, cut into small pieces
1/2 cup finely chopped onions
1/8 teaspoon garlic powder
1-1/2 cups dry biscuit baking mix
2 cups shredded sharp Cheddar cheese

Heat oven to 375 degrees F. Meanwhile, in large skillet, in butter, cook eggs until lightly scrambled; set aside to cool slightly. In large bowl, combine Little Sizzlers pork sausage links, onion and garlic powder. Add baking mix and shredded cheese. Using clean hands, knead mixture until well blended. Stir cooked eggs into sausage mixture and combine until blended. Shape mixture into 1-inch balls. Place on lightly greased baking sheet. Bake 20 minutes or until sausage is cooked through and bites are lightly browned. If desired serve with salsa on the side. Makes 42.

I tried this new recipe and we all loved it! I halved it and the amount was perfect.

{Easton}

2008-04-17T17:50:00.000-07:00

OH my land! This 1 yr old little guy just melts me! During his photoshoot yesterday I was drooling over his eyes, eyelashes and hair...the whole time!! Oh and he had a pair of PUMA shoes that just totally screamed--little stud! Ahhhh...such a rad little boy! I think his mom probably was like "I get the point!" each time I said "Oh those eyes!" he he This was the first session that I have done where I actually go to their home. It was unbelievably awesome! I seriously recommend it!--The only thing that I wasn't able to use is my seamless paper roll (it's just too big to haul around!) He was totally in his environment & not afraid of me at all! I was just there to play with and someone to show off his toys to! :) I went through his session pictures and wrote down a list of the ones I wanted to showcase in my photography blog...but ended up with a list of 35 pictures....so I'm still in the process of narrowing them down! So more to come soon at my photography blog.

Simply|Younique Photography Sessions...NOW BOOKING!

2008-04-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

click here: StudioCK Chantri Keele Photography for all the details!

Too fun not to share!...

2008-04-11T16:10:00.000-07:00

*1000 Words Photography - Allie will even make you your own font using your own handwitting...for only $5.00 I believe...sweet huh!
*Fonts For Peas
1001 Fonts
DaFont

*my favorites!

{Ella}...

2008-04-09T22:32:00.000-07:00

Little Ella is just over a year old and was SO much fun to shoot. She is seriously a ball of energy! She is starting to get the hang of walking, but finds crawling works better to get her places fast!...but nothing slows her down when it comes to climbing. I think she was the most daring little girl I have ever seen! Check out more of Ella's session here.

I want to be a COSME...what?

2008-04-08T08:29:00.000-07:00

Last Friday we had a great activity day. We loaded all four (yes, 4! we were missing 8 girls thanks to spring break...bummer) and headed off to the Paul Mitchell Hair Academy for some fun pamerin' and beauty tips & tricks. The girls got to go on a little tour of the academy: classrooms, the coloring station, the store, & see hair stylists at work... oh and they even have a section in the middle of the school that is like a little spa retreat only it is a spa for you head! This one room has about 15 bowls where you get your hair washed. They have lovely soothing music playing...a little oasis while you are getting your head massaged!! I'm all for that! :) Then the "Design Team" lead the girls to a room where they had chairs all waiting for them, and 4 beautiful stylist waiting to do their hair! They were pretty excited, but very shy at first! The girl turned up some fun music so we weren't sitting silence and the design team worked their magic! Once the girls look into their mirrors at their hair, they were beyond excited!
When we were walking out we asked the girls if they would want to do this when they were older. "It's called a cosmetologist". They all screamed, "YES!!" Then one shy little girls looked up at me and said, "I want to be a cosme...what?" with the biggest blue eyes! So cute.
The whole way home they were raving about their hair and marveling at each others. They all said that they were ready for a party, they just need to get dressed-up!

a little photography...

2008-04-06T23:21:00.001-07:00

I love busy days...but I also equally love days where I can stay in my sweats, not put on any makeup & pull my hair into a dreaded ponytail... did I just say that? OF COURSE I don't...I would never...ever ever....okay I give up...I do! But I love it!

Backup to Friday... I had such a busy day. Do you ever have those days that are so busy & crammed full of appointments that you are scared you might forget something?

Friday's Schedule:

10 o'clock a.m. Photoshoot

1 o'clock p.m. nap time for kids after lunch

3 o'clock p.m. Activity Day

5 o'clock p.m. Photoshoot

6 o'clock...coddle my kids & husband till bed time!

Handsome little man...See more of his session here.Simply Beautiful Teen...See more of her session here.

coming soon... photoshop tips & tricks!

Digital Scrapbooking 101...

2008-04-04T13:16:00.000-07:00

Annalee is probably one of the most talented people I know! She is an amazing photographer, scrapbooker, mother, friend.....and so SO much more! She always has so much inspiration to give to all her blog readers (which by the way she's going private so if you want in, hurry on over and leave her some love...with your address!) Anyways she just posted DIGITAL SCRAPBOOKING 101! A lot of you have asked me to give you some help in this area and I have on individual basis, but here it is for the rest of you! All laid out....isn't she soooo cool! ;)
SO...check out DIGITAL SCRAPBOOKING 101- by Annalee and ditch the scissors & adhesive!

Cropping is "IN"...

2008-03-31T11:23:00.000-07:00

DO YOU REMEMBER...(if you have been reading my personal blog, Finding Comfort) my "icing on the cake" post a while back? To this day I still lay awake at night wondering why I vented the way I did, and how in the heck a innocent comment led me to tears...(can I blame it on hormones?...my BC shot is killing me...weight & mood...the mood probably has a lot to do with the weight...grrrr.) Anyways I stressed the importance of placing a copyright on your photographs...professional or not. And (even though it is hard sometimes...I am guilty) placing it close to the "key" of the photograph...like a face...because lets face it CROPPING is "in" these days! Anyways-- I have spent the past hour blog surfing (something I haven't had time to do lately & it was so fun!) and came across a strangers blog whom had this story to tell. Notice how she did leave a brand on the photograph but not a copyright...as if this really matters to people who lack honesty & self worth to actually steal the work of someone else copyright protected or not! But this shows what a simple crop can do!

How to put a COPYRIGHT on your photographs:
I have had a lot of people ask...how do I put a copyright on my pictures? Do you have to be a professional to copyright them?

No! You do not have to be a professional photographer. If you took the picture, you own the rights to it! In order to put a brand your photo with a copyright you need to have a computer program that allows you to add text. I use Photoshop...but I know you can use even paintshop that comes standard on most computers. You can design your copyright any way you want...just as long as it says COPYRIGHT or has the copyright logo. Examples that I could use would be: Copyright Freshly-Squeezed Lemonade (which means that Freshly-Squeezed Lemonade (this blog) owns the rights to the photograph), Copyright Chantri Keele (I own the rights), or Copyright StudioCK Chantri Keele Photography (me & my photography business own all the rights). If you are working in photoshop to do this you can design your "brand" and save it in .psd form so that a white box doesn't fill in around your text. You then have a template of your copyright brand. When you need to add it to a new photograph you simply find the file it is in on your hard drive, drag and drop it into photoshop- then drag and drop it onto your photo, re-size it, flatten the layer and (re)save it as a .jpg to upload on your blog.

If you have questions let me know!

take note...

2008-03-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

...this blog is UNDER CONSTRUCTION...

so please excuse the mess!

But while your here add Freshly-Squeezed Lemonade to your bloglines...and you'll be alerted of new posts soon!

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lemons...

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about this here blog...

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about me...

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